Sunday, May 07, 2006

I thought I wouldn't blog here anymore...

But I just wanna put down what I've written 1 year, 5 months and 5 days ago:

"I miss you... the way you sleep... the way you pretend to snore... the way you refuse to get up in the morning... the way you whip up a dish in no time & look proud of your cooking... the way you lie down on your mattress to play guitar... the way you burp loudly... the way you stand in front of the mirror and admire at yourself... the way you gear up for surfing & run your way to the beach like a little boy... the way you turn on your music so loudly in your car and sing at fff... the way you imitate our worship leader and go "hey hey hey"... the way you work at your computer and talk to yourself... the way you tease me about spoiling the weather... the way you pat on my head when I sleep... the way you tried to wake me up by throwing your blanket over my head... the way you bargain to trade your blueberry muffin & steam fish recipes for my guo tie one...

I don't know if this is love or not... I mean, my heart does not skip a beat when I see you... but it's just comfortable to be by your side... it's a very homely, cosy kind of feeling... not the least bit of passion, but just a very heart-warming kind of feeling..."

I still feel the same 1 year, 5 months and 5 days later... and I still do not have the answer...

Am I silly or what?

posted by XY @ 10:29 PM